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who am i living for?

hello everyone! So last week I bought Katy Perry’s new album Teenage Dream, just because I personally like Katy as well as her music though I admit that it’s not the best type of music; so I would not really recommend it to anyone. But anyway, as I was listening through the cd, I came across a song called “Who Am I Living For” which I began to listen to over and over again. I felt like there was a deeper meaning in between the lines that kept making me relistening to it. I felt like it has something to do with Katy’s faith and how she feels about things and she asks if she is really living the life she should be living. As I began to understand more and more about the song, it hit me that I need to share this song with others; so that they can express their opinions and ideas about what they thinking Katy is singing about. So that isexactly what I did! I messaged several of my friends on facebook about my whole plan and to see if they would write me their opinions! Thankfully eight of them did:) So now right below here are those 8 entries that my good friends have written carefully and truthfully on how they view this song! God had laid Katy Perry on my heart for a while now and I just feel like this song could be something that could be turning her life for the better. thank you and please enjoy reading and please comment if you have any questions or remarks:)

-joshua

(if you would like to send in your own opinion about the song, please just email me at almostactor@aim.com)

(also note: i did not change anything from what they wrote, these are all their own words and grammar, and due to security reason, I am not putting their full last name)

Nick C. – I think what she is singing about is, that she’s finally realized where she’s going in life. And she still feels Satan calling her name, and that’s not where she wants to go. And she just needs help. And it sounds to me like she is seeking God a little bit more, because she used Esther and what she went through in the bible. So i think that’s a step for her. But over all i think she’s just crying out for help in who she should live for. So yeah, there’s my thoughts (:

Megan - So i think she has or is realizing the differences in her life and some people that she knows and wondering the point of everything…. she has felt called to live for more and yet she is struggling to know how… She has a lot of good points in this song… yet i still dont know what to make of it…. if she was an artist who has not written all the other songs with the cuss words and lyrics that she has i would have assumed her to be a “Christian” artist…. so maybe she has changed her life or maybe she is just trying to appease more people with different types of music… thats my opinion… if it makes any sense…..

Shelby L. – Okay i just listened to this song and i agree with you. Absoutely. feel like she is saying that she is hearing a voice inside her soul saying come to me. being god. but she knows that from where she is right now its not going to be easy to get to where she needs to be with god its going to take a lot of strength and determination. and when she says i can see the heavens but i still hear the tides i feel like she is referin to hell as the tides that she is hearing. and than i just feel that she can see signs of god every where but she is still confused as to who she is living for. that’s what i get out of the lyrics. its a very good song. And she puts it in a very interesting way of looking at things (note: she meant “flames” not “tides”)

Jake B. – So, before I get into it, I just thought that I would tell you what I got out of each part of the song. In the first paragraph, she states that “there’s a phoenix in side of her” and that she’s ” marching to a different beat.” I believe- and I think it’s pretty obvious where she’s going with this- that she talking about not marching to the “beats” of the world, but that she’s marching for God.also, I believe that the “phoenix” is supposed to represent God. I could be wrong, though.

Next paragraph! Now she goes onto to say that she’s “ready for the road less traveled.” Evidently, she’s talking about her walk with God. It’s SO easy to just be apart of the world; to conform to its patterns. But she’s taking a step back from it all… then she states that “this is her cross to bear.” And, after all, isn’t this way for every christian?

Paragraph 3!“It’s never easy to be chosen, never easy to be called,
Standing on the frontline when the bomb starts to fall.”
She’s saying that it’s hard work- our walk with Jesus. Especially when we’re the ones on the front lines; the ones fighting the battle. And then she says that ” she can see the eavens, but she still hear the flames.” I believe that she’s talking about being tempted. Slipping in her faith so to speak. As so many of us do…

(for more of Jake’s message please click here I promise you won’t regret it!)

Hannah Z. – well it definately sounds like she is talking about spiritual things,but it also sounds like me just a while ago,knowing you can’t ignore the war any longer,meaning you either throw urself to satan or run to god…it could go either way…maybe we should pray for her(..?) luv the song though :)

Annie A. – well. i feel that song has heavy christian allusions. However, if you keep in mind there are many religions that believe in a heaven, that pray, etc, she could be referring to any faith that is popular now, or that she has chosen.
It does sound, to me, like she may have had some sort of wake up call, to remind her not only she is living for herself, but also there is a world of people looking up to her and watching her every move. It has potential to be both uplifting and encouraging in that she seems to be examining her life, knowing she has greatness, she is under pressure, and any word from her mouth could potentially shock the world. It appears that she has realized she can’t abuse this ‘greatness’, that she should not be living for herself but for God.
However, although I haven’t heard the whole albulm, Teenage Dream is played on the radio like all the time. and that is all about having sex/’giving it up’ and being someones ‘teenage dream’. I feel this is a mixed message to be sending.
Therefore, I think her heart may be headed in the right direction, but she could be simply saying she should be living for others, because she does have an important place in society, our culture views her as a celebrity and watches her every move, so she should be living in a way that inspires good and change in others. As I said, there are references to Christianity, but I don’t think that necessarily means she is turning her life over to God.
I do absolutely love the line: “I can see the heavens but I still hear the flames calling out my name.”
Kind of our daily struggle, huh?

Shelby U. – I feel that Katy Perry wrote this song to show how hard it has been for her to be called a follower of God. I think it is because the world has always called out her name with their temting, but short term love, and it will never stop. She says, “I can see the heavens but i still hear the flames calling out my name.” But at the end of it all, who was she living for? The world or GOD?

“I am ready to take the road less traveled, Suiting up for my crowning battle, this test is my own cross to bare, but i will get there.” I also feel her trying to say in these lyrics, that as she was growing up in her past, she always wanted to be different from the world and from the Christians that were just in it for the good feelings and rules. She knows that being different from this world will cause battle, and be a big cross for her to bare, but she knows with God she will get to the point where she knows that she has made a difference with her life.

The title of this song who am i living for….i believe in the end…after all of this life…she wants to know who she is really living for. Is it for her parents, popularity, possessions, or GOD? I know in the end i want to really know that i spent this life and everything i did in it…for GOD. Not for anyone else, not even myself.

Hannah D. – First of all, I want to let you know that I wasn’t expecting the song to be as powerful as it is. Hearing that song was just what I needed, so that’s really cool. I like writing huge eight page testimonies all the time, so I’m sorry if this is a little long. I’ll try to keep from rambling, but I just get really excited about God’s work in our lives.

I can definately see that Katy Perry has been called out by God and she wants to follow him. He obviously shook her up and she’s starting to realize that she’s been spending her life trying to please everyone but God.
She gets the whole spiritual warfare idea, probably because of her dad being a pastor and all. She knows there is a huge war raging on and she is trying to stand strong in the name of her redeemer, but she knows it could cost her her credit and fame.
It starts out saying she can feel a pheonix in her as she marches aone to a different beat. That is something almost all Christians feel. When we are about to take the daring step towards standing up for God, we think about everything that could possibly go wrong. Fortunately, it sounds like Katy faith in God that he’ll handle the problem. (after all, as it says in a verse that I forgot, this isn’t out battle, it’s God’s and He will take care of it.) She swallowed down her fear and took the first steps towards coming back to Jesus with the whole secular world watching her every move.

(for more of Hannah’s message please click here. I promise you won’t regret it!)

again thank you for reading all these wonderful people’s opinions! Please give me feedback for I am planning on sending these to Katy Perry herself soon!

please pray for her.

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Your love, Your glory

Your Love, Your Glory- Joshua Atkin

(verse)

Through the darkness of the night

through the brokenness inside

all the lonelies of the nations

calling out Your name

Through the pain and suffering

through the hate overpowering

all the lonelies of the earth

just wanna hear You God!

(bridge)

So God, You hear them.

And God, You lead them!

(chorus)

You rise above the midnight sky

You appear to those who need the high

of Your love, Your glory.

It showers down like a shooting star

the earth is full of Your love afar!

Darkness is gone! The lights are on!

And it’s all because of You!

a little background of this song: now this song came about during a songwriting workshop with Jake Hamilton at Jesus Culture: Atlanta this past July. It is derived from the verse Isaiah 60:2 which is “Darkness as black as night covers all the nations of the earth, but the glory of the LORD rises and appears over you.” (NLV) It’s a verse that one of my dear good friends brought upon me and with the help of that verse and God’s hand on my hand, I ended up with this song. Now I am very upset for I cannot remember how I sang it, which bothers me so. It’s not your typical verse-chorus-verse type of song.  There is no pattern or anything, and that’s what I like about it! So just read these lyrics and I hope you can feel the verse poured out over them. enjoy:)

like a hurricane

Like a Hurricane –  Joshua Atkin (with help from Ashleigh Cramsey and Shelby Uhler)

(verse 1)

crying in my room

not knowing what to do.

I look outside and see the gray,

storm clouds a high.

a rumble of thunder, a flash of lightning,

a misty sky, my heart comes alive,

cause here comes Your love,

it comes like rain,

(chorus)

Your love’s like a hurricane,

it sweeps me off my feet

I fall to my knees

all my fears and failures are washed away

cause You’re here God!

Yeah, You’re here God!

Your love’s like the pouring rain

I’m doused in your glory

I’m dancing, unashamed.

worshipping you is all i wanna do

cause You’re here God!

Oh, You’re here God!

(verse 2)

the wind picks up, yet

i run outside.

getting soaked in His love

is just fine to me.

yeah, it’s just fine to me.

Oh! here comes Your love, God.

It’s coming like the RAIN!!

(chorus)

(bridge)

Your love la love la love love God!

Your love la love la love love God!

Your love, is all I need!

x3

(chorus)

yeah.

a little background of this song: I got the chorus to this song just like that, as I was pulling carts into Martins one night. I felt empowered but the lyrics that I needed to write a song, for I knew God had helped me figure out those lyrics. I thought that it would all be easy as pie. I. was. wrong. I could not think of any lines for verses whatsoever, and when I did, they were just knock-off lyrics from another song. I soon became easily frustrated and stress out with this song. Yet, I realized that I was trying to write it all by myself, without the help of God. So I prayed about it and He answered. I also asked friends for ideas and their input helped form the verses. With the help of God and two good friends, here it is.

you can trust Him

you can trust Him - Joshua Atkin

(verse 1)

He’ll never tell your secrets,

He will never run away.

He loves you more than anyone could

so please don’t go astray.

(chorus)

You can trust Him.

Oh, you can trust Him.

(verse 2)

He will never stab you in the back,

He’ll never call you names.

He’ll be there for you when no one else is

so please just find a way,

(chorus)

to. Trust Him.

You can trust Him.

Please, please trust Him.

You can trust Him.

(bridge)

Oh! He loves you!

(you can trust him)

Oh! How He loves you!

(please just trust him)

(verse 3)

He will never stab you in the back,

He’ll never call you names.

He loves you more than anyone could,

so please just find the way,

(chorus)

to. Trust Him.

You can trust Him.

Please, please trust Him.

Oh, you can trust Him.

(bridge)

Oh! He loves you!

(you can trust him)

Oh! How He loves you!

(oh, you can trust him)

Hey! God loves you!

(yes, he loves you)

Hey! God truly loves you!

(so please, trust him)


so i hope you enjoyed this song.  the lyrics are all from God, spoken to me. i wrote this for a friend., and i hope it has helped them through what they are dealing with.

i hope to be putting up more of my songs up on here as soon as i finish writing them. pray that God can help me put the jumbled words in my head on paper so i can complete these songs hat are all for Him, our Creator and Father!

-joshua


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